sometimes, taking things day by day just doesn’t do the trick.
it especially doesn’t if you’re in a season where every day, even when you’re just trying to make it to the next morning, a new challenge comes like a flood.
in my case, i am in the flood. i am very nearly drowning. things are very tough.
however, i am also the flood. i cannot escape from myself, i have to be with me through it all, i have to carry myself the way water does.
i have to carry myself the way water does. and if that means i choke a little, it means i choke a little. and if that means i learn a new stroke, it means i learn a new stroke. and if that means i find ways to fit into places nobody thought i ever could, then that’s what it means.
i am taking things day by day, and they are hard, but i am still here. still open. still learning. still loving.
love and light,