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Happenstance as Prophecy (the girls are dancing)
Two years of Sublimation Today, March 10, 2025, marks two years since my album Sublimation was released. What a sentence in and of itself: separate from the craziness that surrounded me at the time, the idea that I am the same girl as below AND that I released an album (????) that got pressed to… — read more
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The trying
Scary summer but the scared is just the new, and the new is just trusting myself Dear reader, The close of September 2024 finds me marveling at the fact that I listen to brown noise in the morning & before bed. I am trying to be on my phone less and succeeding — some days,… — read more
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This is the beginning
Unpacking the last few months In some ways, it feels like I am a habitual starter-overer. Sometimes it feels pathological, but I quickly remember my real pathological issues, and starting over doesn’t seem like that big of a problem. I haven’t written this newsletter in months and months. I’ve been feeling bad about it for… — read more
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april's fool
looking back, leaping forward Howdy hi — it’s April. The last time I sent out a letter was exactly one month ago, but the last time I finished one was when I was in Dallas on tour. I didn’t like it, I had a bad dream about it, I didn’t send it out. Welcome to… — read more
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making it through
single release, life update, etc I have been absent, in brain and body, and from this newsletter. I don’t have a better way to put it: February beat my ass. It proved to be a month of my eyes widening every time things couldn’t get worse, and then watching them get worse. In any case,… — read more
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making the news
the internet is a wild, wild place Welcome to love over fear, my weekly newsletter about living life and choosing love even if you’re scared. This week has been bananas, and I’d like to tell you about it. The world is still very intense, but I hope you’re opening your eyes. I hope you’re mourning… — read more
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Coming soon
This is love over fear, a publication about life and living, and being more in love than you are afraid. — read more
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twenty twenty
i don’t think i’ve written on here since the start of the year – pre-pandemic times, i mean. the last time i was on this part of the internet i was starting an internship that i just finished. i was using a different computer, my house was still a show venue, my best friend was… — read more
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but did you die?
(short answer: no. i didn’t.) hello my friends hello! it’s been a bit of a long time but i’ve gone back to my scheduled programming of losing my mind a little bit. it’s a bit better than the depersonalization-derealization disaster of fall 2019, but now i’m struggling to get out of bed again. eh. anyway,… — read more