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love it if we made it
it is fifty four degrees in a small city in new jersey. the weather calls for a t-shirt and a light sweater. the students call for cow onesies and rosie the riveter costumes and rick and morty cosplays. it’s halloween and the semester is still heavy with promise, but halfway through, we all know how… — read more
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monthly me | september ’18
zoo-wee-mama. zoooooo-weeeeee-mama. hi friends! september has come and gone and a lot has happened. school has started and i’ve been blogging weekly for class and as such have neglected to overshare with you all. now, perhaps you see that as a blessing, in which case i’d ask you to leave now. because i’m back. back,… — read more
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super natural
i am back in the dining hall for the first time this semestser. there are some new signs and a salad bar by the deli counter, but it has stayed the same for the most part. brower is the same as i left it, but nothing else is. there is no massive group, no excited… — read more
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august ’18 | monthly me
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. okay. i am swamped. school just started up and i am beyond beyond it. there is a lot but goddamn do i want this consistency. so, my dear friends, this was august. august was… learning. i learned a lot this august. i spent a lot of it waiting for school to be back in… — read more
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young
at least it’s cute that i tried. hi friends. with this message, i am scraping by. a lot has happened in the last three weeks since we talked – i was heartbroken, found out some heartbreaking shit about my heartbreak, believed i was unworthy of attaining love – but i don’t think that anymore.… — read more
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july ’18 | monthly me
what’s this? my once a month forced writing thing on time? yes, friends, it is on time. because i am bored out of my mind and have no clue how americans live through the summer every year. let’s begin with the wreck that was the month of july. july is over, and… — read more
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june ’18 | monthly me
those heavy days in june when love became an act of defiance june bled into july in a way that i wasn’t expecting, and that’s half the reason i’m writing this in mid july. the other half is because i’ve managed to convince myself that i’m absolute rubbish at writing and that i should definitely… — read more
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big magic
look, it’s a bit of a weird one. i’m learning a lot leading up to twenty (less than two weeks now!) and a lot of it is due to me revisiting elizabeth gilbert’s big magic. big magic talks about living a life of creativity beyond fear, and about trust and divinity, and about taking chances and… — read more
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day by day
sometimes, taking things day by day just doesn’t do the trick. it especially doesn’t if you’re in a season where every day, even when you’re just trying to make it to the next morning, a new challenge comes like a flood. in my case, i am in the flood. i am very nearly drowning. things… — read more