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SUNDAY SPECIAL 02
10:45—Baltimore, at home. Today marks twenty-one consecutive days of my transcendental meditation practice. February already, and snow everywhere. Blessed Imbolc. It’s also been about three weeks since I turned a new leaf in a dramatic fashion (no job, Plague House 1, Plague House 2, New Job, New Home), and three weeks since I wrote this — read more
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PAST LIFE PITCH, JUNE 2017
A funny thing about forgetting your entire teenagehood can be the remembering. It’s so special to be safe; to remember how epic of a human being I was and had to be to endure The HorrorsTM. Complex PTSD is a career criminal, and a very dedicated one at that. Last August I found a bunch — read more
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SUNDAY SPECIAL 01
6:40 AM—Baltimore, at home. It’s Sunday again! And lucky us, again. It’s official snow emergency time and there is projected heavy snowfall all day today. I am grateful to be inside, and to be up doing what I said I would do. Proving myself trustworthy (to myself) felt a mammoth task once, but most of — read more
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KNOWING: BEING WRONG, LISTENING IN, ACTING LIKE IT
There is a sweet liberatory air that comes with being able to hear ‘no’. Across the internet, people take on rejection challenges, committing to 100 days of opening themselves to hearing “no” enough times that they are able to hear it. Sometimes, they don’t hear no, because it never comes. Sometimes, the request is granted, — read more
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The Combined Syllabus
July 2025: During one of our long form video call catchups, my rock and rib and best friend from high school mentions that she had an “extremely captivating” vision of me telling her about my school, dressed in swathes of blue. We react accordingly and wait for the mystery to make sense like we did — read more
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What I wish I didn’t know (Magick)
What I wish I didn’t know: anyone could see that you never had your heart in it. — read more
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HYPT #01: when we know better we do better
Welcome to episode one of my podcast, How’s Your Pain Today. In this long awaited (by me) episode, I’m talking through the challenge of acting in line with our beliefs on a cellular level, particularly as it relates to ideologies and difficult conversations with people close to us. I do this using my personal philosophical — read more
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7.30.25 morning Download
Dear reader, I’m sending you love. Today Venus enters Cancer, Chiron stations retrograde, and I feel less obligated to explain my existence or actions than usual. In January, I took the first steps towards leaving this platform because Substack platforms Nazis and refuses not to. I felt really frustrated by my efforts to show up — read more
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Get alchemical
You are the magic. Everything is gold. Dear reader, Thank you for being here. Different kind of letter today. I am now accepting bookings for tarot and astrology readings, offering channeled intuitive guidance for support in a time where we must look after each other. This letter is a roadmap in four parts, and includes — read more